Mickey Z. -- World News Trust
April 9, 20116
“I am documenting our collective self-annihilation. I am not writing to change your mind.” (Cory Morningstar)
I deeply
relate to my friend Cory’s quote above -- but to take things further: I
often wonder why any of us even bothers with the documenting. This line
of thought reminded me of an e-mail I received in 2006 from a man who’d
been following my work for quite some time.
“Reading
your writing makes me think that expressing your opinions is what
helps,” he began, “but I now wonder if it actually does any good.” He
states his belief that, yes, the pen is mightier than the sword, but
quickly conceded that the pen “takes a lot longer to be effective.”
His e-mail
wrapped up: “In a world full of inequalities, I see your writing as an
attempt to combat this situation but I wonder what provides the
motivation in the face of such daunting odds. I might have it all wrong
and that is not what motivates you at all in which case I'd be
interested in what does.”
To be blunt, part of what motivates me to document
these days is that I very much need the money I’m paid to write such
articles. This is not to say I take this work lightly (never do and
never will) but it is to say that, given the chance, I might stop writing “political” articles for a while.
Such a break
might enable me to gain a valuable new perspective on the issues I write
about but in a more immediate sense, it’d also provide me with a
much-needed reprieve from the childish name-calling, passive-aggressive
stalking, vile slander, and promises of violence (including death
threats) I endure due to my endless questioning and evolution. (FYI:
Such responses rarely come from outside radical (sic) or activist (sic) circles but rather, almost always from those whom I once called comrade or even friend.)
Trust me, if I
could somehow delude myself that my work ever truly mattered and made
even a tiny bit of difference, I might at least perceive all the abuse
as “worth it.” But if all I’m doing is “documenting our collective
self-annihilation” to an ever-dwindling and progressively less receptive
(even hostile) audience, well… you know the rest.
So here we are:
The stakes have never been higher.
Accordingly, the distractions have never been louder.
Does anyone really need another “political” article?
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Have faith/ please believe/ DO trust that others reading your writings find nourishment and reinforcement in sustaining their own beliefs - against war, against Imperialism and empire-building… and FOR caring for community, and for victims of war and oppression. Instead of spreading hate & xenophobia, expressing love licenses others to themselves voice more caring.
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